In a recent interview of the American Singer, Lady Gaga, she disclosed about some of the insecurities that has affected her in her life. The interview was about the discussion of her acting role in Bradley Cooper’s directorial debut, “A Star Is Born”.
According to Los Angeles Times, she told that she was feeling “lonely” and ugly. She said to Los Angeles Times:
“It’s very lonely being a performer,” she tells the Los Angeles Times. “There’s a certain loneliness that I feel, anyway… that I’m the only one that does what I do. So, it feels like no one understands. And the urge to use is because you’re searching for a way to quell the pain. When I first started to perform around the country doing nightclubs, there was stuff everywhere, but I had already partied when I was younger, so I didn’t dabble. I was able to avoid it because I did it when I was a kid.”
In the interview, she told about her struggle of how hard she had to fight to star opposite Bradley Cooper in “A Star Is Born”. Though she was a Golden Globe winner for her role in FX’s American Horror Story: Hotel, Warner Bros asked her to do a “screen test” because she told that people “don’t’ really know what I look like”. And, when she went for the audition, she was full on make up, which Cooper asked to “take it off”.
She explained, “It put me right in the place I needed to be, because when my character talks about how ugly she feels… that was real. I’m so insecure. I like to preach, but I don’t always practice what I preach.”
She said by recalling how she “hit the concrete running” before she dropped her first album “The Fame” in 2008,
“When we meet Ally, she’s given up on herself. And that’s very different from me. I just wasn’t overwhelmed by the odds. The truth is, if we were not sitting here today and I hadn’t sold as many records as I have, I’d still be in a bar somewhere playing the piano and singing. It’s just who I want to be. I was dragging my piano from dive bar to dive bar to play music. I was calling people, faking being my own manager to get gigs. I really believed in myself that I could do this and that I wasn’t going to stop until I made it.”
Besides, the 32 year old has also been sharing numerous provocative photos in Instagram nowadays.